I think I've found myself a suitable way to do my artwork and known myself better through this semester, I've been through some hardship to confront myself, to search I've been longing for. It wasn't easy, it felt like I had destroy everything all by myself and start all over again.
I was pushing myself too hard, I've read so many books and I couldn't even digest and filtrate properly at the same time as i expected, i aimed too high but i couldn't reach it, i thought too much without taking any practice and action, the obstacle was ME and it suffered me a lot.


Imma perfectionist, stubborn and also unconcentrated and greedy, i guess im in the middle of rationality and sensibility, it's kinda hard to explain, i'm weak in express my sensibility...it's still a long journey to discover myself. I probably like to look back at this interesting journey i took on this semester. I learned a lot, especially Andrew, he instructed me to do what i want, to do Zentangle, like an art therapist.

What I do is linear, repetition, selfless and something else. Mark suggested me, ruin is the road to transformation, and time will tell, therefore i still need some time to figure out more through my artwork, to reveal and overcome my weaknesses...